arhhh.. i dun think i can do it.. forgeting is even more suffering then waitin.. i dun think i realli can 4get her.. guess e feelings are too strong to 4get le.. arhhh.. i'm realli lost now.. how long more am i goin to suffering under tis?? am i regreting?? i realli duno wat to do now.. lost.. realli lost..

well.. 2day is e day.. after 5 years.. i have decided to let go.. i realli duno whether wat i've done is right anot.. cause i'm realli scared tat i will regret 1 day.. but if i continue, i will onli hurt myself more n more.. realli have to force myself to give up.. cause i noe their relationship is too strong.. no matter wat happened they will still be 2gether.. well.. giving up may be e best for all of us.. i'll try to 4get asap, thou i noe its goin to be hard.. veri hard.. well i still wan to wish them be happily 2gether 4ever.. u 2 have my blessing.. n i wish tat she will stay happy 4ever..

well.. long time no blog.. so better write something b4 yen say my blog dead again =p.. well.. my attractment left arnd 4 weeks.. woo.. its lyk finally sia.. can't wait 4 itp to end.. goin from office to airport is tiring man.. 6 person attacted to tis company.. n yet onli i am e one travellin arnd office n airport.. -_-".. anyway.. BTT is next wed.. haven't study yet.. lol.. hope dun fail ba.. lol.. well.. have been thinkin damm lot these few days.. thinkin of lettin go.. after 5 long years, i think its time to put it to an end le ba.. since i'm lyk waitin for nth.. i realli duno man.. wat can i realli do.. hope i can find an ans to those ques in my mind soon.. =(