2day went to bball again.. my house de court is almost done.. hope next week can play there le ba.. anyway.. actually wan to go amkcc play 2day de.. but den when i reach there alreadi got lyk 10 ppl there playin.. so bo pian go wee lee house there play.. there double ring den damm hard to shoot in.. i think i shot onli arnd 3% 2day.. feel so lousy.. went 4 lunch at e nearby coffee shop.. talk talk till arnd 2+ den went home.. took a quick nap den 6pm went to meet them again.. actually wan to have a somewat meetin to talk abt chia thing.. but den in e end he cannot come out.. so bo pian e 6 of us talk trash till arnd 10 liddat den went home le.. haiz.. this few days think alot sia.. i realli duno wat to do.. i'm in a lost direction now.. duno to let go or to hold on.. haiz.. so confused..